And I wonder: do we REALLY have to pay for every moment we enjoy? Are moments of pleasure debts that we owe to someone?

Are the persons that make us happy only tools for some interests of life? What remains after all? What remains after we pay everything and start mortgage for the only goal of being happy in this life?

What happens to the poor? Haven’t they the right to the same pleasures?

You know what? I am left without measures to pay for it..I gave everything and lost everything. No more goods to gamble. No more anything. I guess I became homeless of a home I never had after all…